Are you ready for Christmas? Are you sure? What about that story of Jesus' birth that you wanted to get for your children or grandchildren but in the hustle and bustle of the season it just didn't seem quite so important after all. Here's a little reminder of what the Christmas Season is all about. Sure it's called a Winter Holiday, or whatever now, but remember JOY to the world the LORD is come!! Imagine how sad this world would be if Jesus had NOT
come!
20th Chisleu
December 4th
Dear Diary,
I am not feeling very
brave today even though the stars are twinkling brightly in the otherwise black, early
morning sky. Yosef is
loading Balaam, our donkey.
Somewhere, far, far
away, in a place called Beth Lechem, the stars
are also shining, I suppose, but the track is so rough and dark between here and there.
There are treacherous
mountains just a few furlongs from the road we must
take, who know what kinds of animals might come
prowling around at night.
It will take us many days to get there,
this is happening so close to when the baby is expected to arrive! I have never been far
from home, except for the time I went to see Aunt Elisheva. I
dread this journey.
At least this time I will have Yosef
with me. What
a consolation. My deepest fear is for the Baby, because
I am so near the end. Oh, if only it would have worked out to have left
earlier. Will He be alright?
I know we will not be
traveling alone but that is not much of a consolation.
Cousin Abigail, once
my dearest friend, will be in the company, but she has been cool and aloof since
my condition was revealed. It might be easier to handle than the scathing remarks Shoshoni made to
Tamara at the marketplace. I think she knew
I might have overheard her.
My sister, Hanalei, claims Shoshoni has always been
jealous of me, but
why, I am not that special. Some have called me sweet and pretty but she is beautiful and sophisticated. Besides, her father is a prosperous merchant and we are so poor.
It has
been such a trial since the villagers shunned me While whispering behind their hands.
I am so lonely for the
merry prattle we aant’ats used to share when we met at the well each morning. Now everyone just falls silent or walks slowly away while
my eyes dolefully follow them. Oh well, it could be
so much worse.
For some reason, and I
am not sure why, it has not
made that great of a difference that Yosef married me. Is it because of Yaakov? I probably shouldn’t have written that, yet I do know that someone
is spreading rumors that Yosef is not the father of my child. Obviously, I am too far along for it to have happened
since we were betrothed…
They have been saying that I was overtaken by a Roman
soldier. They do ravage careless
maidens at will, especially while in a drunken stupor. Of course, that is so impossible! My parents would never let their daughters be alone
if they had to be out at night.
My aleichem, (neighbors), could be making cutting remarks to my face but most of them
don’t.
I mentioned Shoshoni,
but really, most of them
don’t say anything much . . . in my
presence, at least. Sometimes I fear
that the Little One I care
about so deeply may have to suffer much worse persecution than I. Oh, how I yearn to
protect Him!
Why do such thoughts come to me?
Most people are confident that the Mashiach
will be a glorious King and will
rule with a scepter of gold. If that is the whole
truth, why would a poor talitha like me be asked to be His mother? It is confusing. I am
so inadequate for such a privilege, and it is such an awesome responsibility.
I wish Imma could come
along to Beth Lechem. It would be such a comfort. But, on the other hand, maybe it
is better that she is not able. She tends to worry so, saying things like,
“Be sure to keep warm,
do not let yourself get too tired.”
She has told me that
countless times, or so it seems. How can I keep from getting tired? I am worn out
already, and we have not even begun. Imma is
scurrying towards me with a nicely wrapped parcel of food for the journey. I really must go assist her.
Maybe you want this Christmas to be really refreshing. Maybe you are longing to have a real classical book to remind you of the true story of how Jesus came to earth and changed the world. Don't wait any longer. Here's a treasure that will be a precious reminder for years to come of how wonderful Jesus is. You might want to set it close to your Bible and use it as a Devotional, even.
