Showing posts with label forgiveness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forgiveness. Show all posts
Wednesday 6 April 2016
Thursday 22 October 2015
Take It All If You Must
As President Davids held the dead infant in his arms, unshed
tears burned his eyes. He was too heartsick to find relief through weeping.
Fleetingly he wished for the blessed fellowship he had once known with his Savior
and dearest friend, but the thought didn’t last. I am too far gone to be ever restored into his favor, he sadly admitted.
The last
two years had been fraught with agony. Something he rarely admitted, was been
offended at God for taking his first wife, darling Anita. Since praying wasn’t easy in that state of
mind, he got to spending his spare time doing other things, going to movies,
elite bars, prestigious churches, anywhere where he might find someone who would remind him of Anita,
not that he realized it.
He found
someone, alright, and there was a strong mutual attraction right from “Hello,
my name is…and you are,”
“Of course
I know who you are, “Bethany giggled. “Everyone knows the President!"
They laughed
companionably together, but she did have a way of making it obvious that there
was a ring on her finger. They talked
about her absentee husband, and Davids could sense her dismay that he had been unable
to attend yet another social function. It didn’t
take long to note that her husband, Mr. Douglas, was a conscientious man who put work before
leisure; one whose sole mission in life was to eradicate all the drug trade in
the capital city.
President Davids drew his thoughts back to the
present and handed the baby to his weeping wife, who, as usual refused to look at him.
The gossip mongers
had had a hey-day smearing rumors, and sometimes even the truth of his sins
over the front pages of their cheap magazines. He bitterly admitted that he
deserved the world’s scorn. Oh that Bethany’s beautiful name hadn’t been
coupled with his in their disgrace.
.
Oh, if only
I hadn’t forsaken God. Oh, if only I wouldn’t have wooed Bethany, knowing full
well how vulnerable she was in her lonely estate. Oh, if only I wouldn’t have sentenced
a noble man to sure death by suggesting that he be involved in the sting that
caused him to be murdered. I knew, I knew how the drug lords recognized and
hated him. I knew…Oh why go on.
He sent another covert look his wife’s way. At least she agreed to marry him after Jim’s
funeral, but of course not nearly soon enough to hide the ugly truth. The baby
came far too soon to have been legitimately his.
The agony
was too heavy to bear. A broken man, President Davids collapsed to his knees
beside the open grave while the mourners looked on.
“Have mercy
on me, oh God”, He groaned, as the tears streamed down his cheeks. “I am not
worthy of the least of thy mercies. Take
the presidency from me, let the world mock and scorn, let even Bethany reject
me, but, please, please forgive me. Against thee my Lord and Savior have I
sinned. In thy mercy thou hast taken our darling son although it is so hard to
bear. He would have never received the respect and recognition he deserves
because of our sins. All I ask is to be
restored to thy favor. If I must be stripped of fame and fortune, so be it. You are all I I long for."
As he
buried his face in his hands, he
was unaware of the softening hearts all around him. He was aware, however, when
Bethany knelt beside him and shared his grief and tears of repentance.
Based on the Biblical story of King David and Bathsheba.
Thursday 6 November 2014
Unexpected Advice
Sometimes God gives us unexpected advice. Like this morning hubby said something that I did not appreciate. It was true enough, sure, but not what I wanted to hear. I was so irked that I knew it was important to flee to the 'closet of prayer' before I let something slip that shouldn't be said.
Then do you know what? God also gave me unexpected advice! He said "Enter His gates with thanksgiving and into His courts with praise." Do you think I was in the mood to do that? No sir! But I started by thanking Him for all the times He had helped us in the past, and so on.
So did that 'bugged' feeling vanish like a balloon in the sunset sky? Well, no, not quite, but it sure wasn't bad enough to make me snap at the one I love most on earth. And you know what? I even felt kind of happy.
So that's my sermon for today!
Then do you know what? God also gave me unexpected advice! He said "Enter His gates with thanksgiving and into His courts with praise." Do you think I was in the mood to do that? No sir! But I started by thanking Him for all the times He had helped us in the past, and so on.
So did that 'bugged' feeling vanish like a balloon in the sunset sky? Well, no, not quite, but it sure wasn't bad enough to make me snap at the one I love most on earth. And you know what? I even felt kind of happy.
So that's my sermon for today!
Thursday 5 September 2013
Oops! Wrong Food!
What do little boys do when they’re hungry? Why, find food, of course! And that’s what “Billy’ did to. Only problem is, he looked in the wrong place, and it got him into a lot more trouble than he had bargained for. Church was over, but all the Mommy’s and Daddy’s were attending some sort of a council meeting afterwards, and the little folks weren't allowed to be with them. Well, as time went on Billy and his friends were getting more and more hungry so they started looking around and they found something to eat! No, it wasn’t pop and potato chips, but it would do in a pinch! There was lots of fresh, yummy bread,( or something!) and what’s this drink? They weren't sure what to make of it, but drank (lots) anyways.
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I will leave it to your imagination just how impressed those grownups were when they discovered those sadly intoxicated youngsters, and they were punished severely.
Linda also associated church with severe disapproval and punishment. This was a place where the ‘sisters’ were always glaring at the small fry as they filed timidly in, and Linda was sure she was guilty of some unnamed sin. On top of that they had to stare at that image of a Dead Man all the time. What good was a dead god? As time went on Linda began to think he wasn’t much good for anything and she began to despise—well, at least challenge him. Hey, if you were slammed with as much abuse from the effects of alcoholism, are you sure you wouldn't have reacted the same way?
As time went on life got worst instead of better, and eventually she got married, BUT her husband got cancer, and her mother-in-law was also dying. She had planned on a nursing career but ended up devoting her time and talents to elderly relatives when they were nearing their end. Stress! (Remember to pile that on top of the other stuff I told you about.)
Well time went on, and one day a man came in to their house. I think he was a Bed and Breakfast guest, but I am not sure. He went into the living room and started walking around. That made Linda furious because she sensed he was praying for her. She must have loudly proclaimed her opinion of God which is why he had responded that way.
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Okay, tightly close the curtain on that scene, and come a little closer. Do you see that halo of light around the praying woman? Do you see the radiance; the sheer joy in her face? Do you know what happened? Do you? When she came to Jesus, repenting, she was touched by the hand of God. She was cleansed, forgiven, healed. Linda knew what it was like to feel so defiled by the unspeakable misuse of others that she would scrub herself until her skin bled, but now she felt so clean, so PURE! Never again did she feel the need to scrub her skin raw. A bath became a pleasure like it is meant to be. With rapture she clung to that feeling of purity that the loving Father gave her. Now Linda serves a risen Saviour; one that set her free and gives her victory. Do you serve Him, to?
P.S. It thrills me each time I hear a story about someone who has found the Light especially if they haven't even known loving, praying Christians. Maybe you have a story to share. I would love to hear it! Maybe you also have gotten a glimpse of that lovely, beckoning light. Follow it. Please do.
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